Monday, June 13
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Spent 2days of weekend at the beach. Didn't wanted to tan on sat, so played drinking games with them. Sheryl said 10 people finished 3 bottles. Dash was drunk. Really.
Sunday. No sun. Till evening then i can see a ray. but i'm under the coconut tree. And i'm so lazy to move out. I didn't even bother to put on some tanning oil. Results. I'm still fading.
I was happy yesterday. To be able to spent a day with her. But something just don't seem right. I'm feeling terrible. I don't know how long i can take this. No matter how much i say or do, it can never be the way i want it.
You just be happy with what you're doing and i'll get over it soon, though how much i don't want to see things turn out this way. Don't say things out of anger, cause you know it inside that how much you don't want to come back.
It can never come to a conclusion. The only way is to get over it.... And this time when everything is decided, there is no turning back...
Spent 2days of weekend at the beach. Didn't wanted to tan on sat, so played drinking games with them. Sheryl said 10 people finished 3 bottles. Dash was drunk. Really.
Sunday. No sun. Till evening then i can see a ray. but i'm under the coconut tree. And i'm so lazy to move out. I didn't even bother to put on some tanning oil. Results. I'm still fading.
I was happy yesterday. To be able to spent a day with her. But something just don't seem right. I'm feeling terrible. I don't know how long i can take this. No matter how much i say or do, it can never be the way i want it.
You just be happy with what you're doing and i'll get over it soon, though how much i don't want to see things turn out this way. Don't say things out of anger, cause you know it inside that how much you don't want to come back.
It can never come to a conclusion. The only way is to get over it.... And this time when everything is decided, there is no turning back...
Wednesday, June 8
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In the office now. A hour before lunch. I think by then i'll die from hunger. Work is easy yet difficult. Easy cause i've got nothing to do due to the project i'm in charge of is finished. Waiting for new ones to come. Difficult cause the time passes fucking slow cause got nothing to do.
I've done what i can to kill time. Frequent toilet breaks. Chat online with friends, Self proclaim smoke breaks, and cutting of nails. Hahaha. Format computers, check for virus. Upgrade them. Oh what else can i do?
Play around with bird. Help her trim her hair in the office. Play memory game which we just bought.
Another team member has been terminated. This is the second one already. Always our team. And we think that this particular project which they both took charge of is cursed. Now noone in our team are willing to take over. Haha. So gotto transfer another colleague to our team to take the project. CURSED! lol.
Oh, vern called to ask me go picnic-ing. haha. She'll probably buy sandwiches from SUB-WAY! That's what she said LAST YEAR. Waha.
And i can't stop thinking of you. You have been absent for work for 4 days. really miss your presence. Hope i can see you tomorrow. Are you missing me too? Bought you your fav candy.....
In the office now. A hour before lunch. I think by then i'll die from hunger. Work is easy yet difficult. Easy cause i've got nothing to do due to the project i'm in charge of is finished. Waiting for new ones to come. Difficult cause the time passes fucking slow cause got nothing to do.
I've done what i can to kill time. Frequent toilet breaks. Chat online with friends, Self proclaim smoke breaks, and cutting of nails. Hahaha. Format computers, check for virus. Upgrade them. Oh what else can i do?
Play around with bird. Help her trim her hair in the office. Play memory game which we just bought.
Another team member has been terminated. This is the second one already. Always our team. And we think that this particular project which they both took charge of is cursed. Now noone in our team are willing to take over. Haha. So gotto transfer another colleague to our team to take the project. CURSED! lol.
Oh, vern called to ask me go picnic-ing. haha. She'll probably buy sandwiches from SUB-WAY! That's what she said LAST YEAR. Waha.
And i can't stop thinking of you. You have been absent for work for 4 days. really miss your presence. Hope i can see you tomorrow. Are you missing me too? Bought you your fav candy.....
Tuesday, June 7
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Did i ever mention her in this almost-forgotten-blog before?
Hmmm... i don't think so for the past one whole year.
That's bad. I shall repent my sin now.
Well, Her is someone i love. Her is Raine. Her is Lorraine. Her is Chia Hui. Her is Rock Jie Jie. Her is baby. Her is Dear. Her is the girl who loves her pig pillow to bits.
Wonderful girl i must say.
Always try to give me the best and she'll take second.
Put me in first place, think of me first,
everything always me me me and me FIRST.
I am really happy and thankful to have found a someone like her. Like what she said, it's a gift from Heaven.
She may not be the best in people's eyes, but she is, in my heart.
And how she made me settle down and cut the whole lot down on drinking and clubs.
Friends know that i love clubbing, i love beer.
but she has the ability to make me cut down.
i'm surprised.
She lead me to a normal and settled life.
After work on weekdays is a dinner, walk or movie, sometimes ktv. Either friday or Saturaday, she'll let me go drinking or clubbing. then the other she'll come over and we spent the whole day on tv! hahaha. Sunday is home for all of us.
With extra cash, we'll go travelling or shopping!
The problem is, i must clarify, she didn't control me like, you CANNOT go clubbing today! you CANNOT drink!
She gave me all my freedom. Let me do everything i want with advices included. That's what an Aquarian needs.
But it's because of her, i cut those down. Don't ask why. I don't know.
Maybe she cast a spell. LOL.
Probably in this relationship i didn't give my best.
I think i didn't.
People always regret and realised their mistakes after losing them.
Well, i still have not learnt my mistake. Sad.
She's not mine to keep anymore.
// I'm Raine-ing...
Did i ever mention her in this almost-forgotten-blog before?
Hmmm... i don't think so for the past one whole year.
That's bad. I shall repent my sin now.
Well, Her is someone i love. Her is Raine. Her is Lorraine. Her is Chia Hui. Her is Rock Jie Jie. Her is baby. Her is Dear. Her is the girl who loves her pig pillow to bits.
Wonderful girl i must say.
Always try to give me the best and she'll take second.
Put me in first place, think of me first,
everything always me me me and me FIRST.
I am really happy and thankful to have found a someone like her. Like what she said, it's a gift from Heaven.
She may not be the best in people's eyes, but she is, in my heart.
And how she made me settle down and cut the whole lot down on drinking and clubs.
Friends know that i love clubbing, i love beer.
but she has the ability to make me cut down.
i'm surprised.
She lead me to a normal and settled life.
After work on weekdays is a dinner, walk or movie, sometimes ktv. Either friday or Saturaday, she'll let me go drinking or clubbing. then the other she'll come over and we spent the whole day on tv! hahaha. Sunday is home for all of us.
With extra cash, we'll go travelling or shopping!
The problem is, i must clarify, she didn't control me like, you CANNOT go clubbing today! you CANNOT drink!
She gave me all my freedom. Let me do everything i want with advices included. That's what an Aquarian needs.
But it's because of her, i cut those down. Don't ask why. I don't know.
Maybe she cast a spell. LOL.
Probably in this relationship i didn't give my best.
I think i didn't.
People always regret and realised their mistakes after losing them.
Well, i still have not learnt my mistake. Sad.
She's not mine to keep anymore.
// I'm Raine-ing...
Wednesday, June 1
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// The Day My Kitchen Snowed.
It was a normal weekday. i was home early. The house which was once filled with warmth and laughters is now cold and silent.
I did the usual stuff, stepped into the house, realised that nobody is at home again. On the lights, and went to my room. Intended to take a bath, i dragged myself across the stuffy living room. With my eyes half closed, i switched on one of the kitchen light... I was astonished when i briefly saw more than half of my kitchen was covered with WHITE. The furnishings, the ceilling, the floor, the sinks, the gas cooker, the laundry, the washing machine, the storage area, EVERYWHERE!
I felt Christmas.
To get a clearer view, i stretched my hand over and on the remaining lights. That instance the lights came out, my brain sent a signal down the nerves to the muscles around my eyes. And so my eyes were forced to open at their biggest...
" I thought i thought i saw my kitchen snowed! "
So the WHITE is foam, i figured out. Everywhere it laid.
First thing i thought about, the water pipe busted while my dad left the machine to do the laundry. That was the at most explaination i could reason out. With a fearful mind of the pipe might want to celebrate Christmas again, i advanced with cautious to check it out. But it wasn't more than 3 steps i could take before i reached the snow zone. Not wanting to step on the foam(cause it might contain dangerous toxic,you'll never know!), i position myself at the border of the contaminated area, tiptoed, popped my head out, and scanned through all the pipes around. They were all fine. Didn't seemed like it came from bursting pipes. So i relaxed and started to wonder.
I felt Christmas.
(Air in kitchen was saturated with a stench of smell.) Then i observed that the foam weren't those that could vaporized. Unlike those kind of normal foam that i had seen from snow cans and detergents or other foam making products, the foam stays, as it was. For as long.
Hmm. It even had big chunks hanging over the table. Like snow hanging over the edge of roof tops. Not even dripping. Just stayed there like it was how thick.
I felt Christmas.
Assured that i'd be safe to enter the snow zone, i took my first step into it. I felt the foam liquidized beneath my feet. And there i was standing in snow city. Not wanting to waste any time, i inspect every area like an inspector trying to find clues and evidence at the crime scene.
Haha! I found it. I found the criminal.
There he stood quietly, as though he was praying that i wouldn't spot on him.
Tough luck!
Ahem! Let me introduce the culprit. You might have heard of him. You might even not do without him. He's famous. He's popular among men who wants to get rid of unwanted hair. His name is Shaving Cream. Surname, Gillette. Nod. Although he stood there at the original position, clean like nothing had happened before, the large amount of foam that surrounded him at the bottom of his feet gave him away. He ain't got choice. He was expired. He somehow exploded...
So, he was the one who snowed. He was the one who gave Christmas to my kitchen. He was the one who gave me a hard time cleaning up. I had to wash all the dishes that were supposed to be clean, again and again. Mop the floor, wipe the walls and ceiling, time and time.
Cause why? Cause he made them so slippery that no one-time wipe could do.
Work was done within an hour.
The night ended with kitchen smell of Shaving Cream and an exhausted me.....
-- It was all white and foamy like cotton candy --
Sign,
Alac.
// The Day My Kitchen Snowed.
It was a normal weekday. i was home early. The house which was once filled with warmth and laughters is now cold and silent.
I did the usual stuff, stepped into the house, realised that nobody is at home again. On the lights, and went to my room. Intended to take a bath, i dragged myself across the stuffy living room. With my eyes half closed, i switched on one of the kitchen light... I was astonished when i briefly saw more than half of my kitchen was covered with WHITE. The furnishings, the ceilling, the floor, the sinks, the gas cooker, the laundry, the washing machine, the storage area, EVERYWHERE!
I felt Christmas.
To get a clearer view, i stretched my hand over and on the remaining lights. That instance the lights came out, my brain sent a signal down the nerves to the muscles around my eyes. And so my eyes were forced to open at their biggest...
" I thought i thought i saw my kitchen snowed! "
So the WHITE is foam, i figured out. Everywhere it laid.
First thing i thought about, the water pipe busted while my dad left the machine to do the laundry. That was the at most explaination i could reason out. With a fearful mind of the pipe might want to celebrate Christmas again, i advanced with cautious to check it out. But it wasn't more than 3 steps i could take before i reached the snow zone. Not wanting to step on the foam(cause it might contain dangerous toxic,you'll never know!), i position myself at the border of the contaminated area, tiptoed, popped my head out, and scanned through all the pipes around. They were all fine. Didn't seemed like it came from bursting pipes. So i relaxed and started to wonder.
I felt Christmas.
(Air in kitchen was saturated with a stench of smell.) Then i observed that the foam weren't those that could vaporized. Unlike those kind of normal foam that i had seen from snow cans and detergents or other foam making products, the foam stays, as it was. For as long.
Hmm. It even had big chunks hanging over the table. Like snow hanging over the edge of roof tops. Not even dripping. Just stayed there like it was how thick.
I felt Christmas.
Assured that i'd be safe to enter the snow zone, i took my first step into it. I felt the foam liquidized beneath my feet. And there i was standing in snow city. Not wanting to waste any time, i inspect every area like an inspector trying to find clues and evidence at the crime scene.
Haha! I found it. I found the criminal.
There he stood quietly, as though he was praying that i wouldn't spot on him.
Tough luck!
Ahem! Let me introduce the culprit. You might have heard of him. You might even not do without him. He's famous. He's popular among men who wants to get rid of unwanted hair. His name is Shaving Cream. Surname, Gillette. Nod. Although he stood there at the original position, clean like nothing had happened before, the large amount of foam that surrounded him at the bottom of his feet gave him away. He ain't got choice. He was expired. He somehow exploded...
So, he was the one who snowed. He was the one who gave Christmas to my kitchen. He was the one who gave me a hard time cleaning up. I had to wash all the dishes that were supposed to be clean, again and again. Mop the floor, wipe the walls and ceiling, time and time.
Cause why? Cause he made them so slippery that no one-time wipe could do.
Work was done within an hour.
The night ended with kitchen smell of Shaving Cream and an exhausted me.....
-- It was all white and foamy like cotton candy --
Sign,
Alac.
