Tuesday, September 30
--------
I just need to ramble!!!
Give me a break!
Fuck everything i've said then.
Make me doesn't even wana blog anymore.
No,or should i say i can only blog happy stuffs here.
I'll keep my feelings in my own diary then...
Come on,come,conclude.
Conclude on what you think.
Comment as if you know the fucking whole damn shit better than me.
Okay?!
These are not the words i wana hear from you.
I need words on consolation, not telling me what to do.
I fucking understand things better than you and all that you've said,
i guess i know it more than you.
I need words on encouragement and support, not drenching me with cold water.
Come on! Give it a break guys!
I just need to ramble!!!
Give me a break!
Fuck everything i've said then.
Make me doesn't even wana blog anymore.
No,or should i say i can only blog happy stuffs here.
I'll keep my feelings in my own diary then...
Come on,come,conclude.
Conclude on what you think.
Comment as if you know the fucking whole damn shit better than me.
Okay?!
These are not the words i wana hear from you.
I need words on consolation, not telling me what to do.
I fucking understand things better than you and all that you've said,
i guess i know it more than you.
I need words on encouragement and support, not drenching me with cold water.
Come on! Give it a break guys!
--------
Shout Shout Shout, all you know is to shout.
If the louder the voice,will make us understand things better,
Then i don't mind letting you go to the top of your voice.
Can't you talk to us in a nicer tone?!
We're just trying to let you understand how we feel.
Stop trying to pull tenon and 3kings in,
put them aside and think about as friends.
If you can't understand,then what's the point?
Fuck everything up then.
Yes, we still have lotsa things to learn.
But do you know that if we continue doing the engineering shit,
we'll never get our hands on 3kings.
We're not thick-skinned.
We'll pay back what we owe tenon.
It's you two decided to make a clear line between the profits.
So we're just doing it to make things easier.
And that we do not wish to make use of tenon resources as soon as we have the ability.
Give it a good thought boy!
Shout Shout Shout, all you know is to shout.
If the louder the voice,will make us understand things better,
Then i don't mind letting you go to the top of your voice.
Can't you talk to us in a nicer tone?!
We're just trying to let you understand how we feel.
Stop trying to pull tenon and 3kings in,
put them aside and think about as friends.
If you can't understand,then what's the point?
Fuck everything up then.
Yes, we still have lotsa things to learn.
But do you know that if we continue doing the engineering shit,
we'll never get our hands on 3kings.
We're not thick-skinned.
We'll pay back what we owe tenon.
It's you two decided to make a clear line between the profits.
So we're just doing it to make things easier.
And that we do not wish to make use of tenon resources as soon as we have the ability.
Give it a good thought boy!
--------
Now that words are heard, i understand the situation better.
i should have known that no such cheap things happen on earth.
Wana be an entrepreneur without investing? No Way man!
No such cheap things. No.
Naive to think so all along. Should have realised it long ago,
should have heed my kin's advice.
It's just disappointment. Maybe.
Don't wana be under people's roof.
Don't wana owe them something.
Should not waste anymore time.
Been three weeks,nothing done.
None.
What i want is something i love to do.
I don't mind helping,i can learn too.
But three weeks nothing done for ourselves,our dreams.
Zero.
If my mind is made up,i'll defy the rules.
We're gonna take the risk, once and for all.
Be independant,i will be.
Tried to say how i feel,i wan you to understand but you don't.
If only you see what i saw.
The fear lives in me.
I can be alone when you are gone.
But things aren't the way i want.
They appear when i think i can sleep in the dark again.
They scare the shit out of me.
I still can't get over it,been a week only.
Lonliness and darkness makes me think of them.
I can't make it alone when you are gone.
How my nights gonna be?
They will haunt me as long as i'm alone.
The scene is still so clear,so real.
Don't leave me here alone.
Give me time, i'll win the dark.
Not now,please.Where everything is still so fresh.
If situation really have to leave me here,
i'll stay,i'll try. -nods-
i'm willing to do so.
For us,for 3kings, i'll do it.
Just be back,soon...
Now that words are heard, i understand the situation better.
i should have known that no such cheap things happen on earth.
Wana be an entrepreneur without investing? No Way man!
No such cheap things. No.
Naive to think so all along. Should have realised it long ago,
should have heed my kin's advice.
It's just disappointment. Maybe.
Don't wana be under people's roof.
Don't wana owe them something.
Should not waste anymore time.
Been three weeks,nothing done.
None.
What i want is something i love to do.
I don't mind helping,i can learn too.
But three weeks nothing done for ourselves,our dreams.
Zero.
If my mind is made up,i'll defy the rules.
We're gonna take the risk, once and for all.
Be independant,i will be.
Tried to say how i feel,i wan you to understand but you don't.
If only you see what i saw.
The fear lives in me.
I can be alone when you are gone.
But things aren't the way i want.
They appear when i think i can sleep in the dark again.
They scare the shit out of me.
I still can't get over it,been a week only.
Lonliness and darkness makes me think of them.
I can't make it alone when you are gone.
How my nights gonna be?
They will haunt me as long as i'm alone.
The scene is still so clear,so real.
Don't leave me here alone.
Give me time, i'll win the dark.
Not now,please.Where everything is still so fresh.
If situation really have to leave me here,
i'll stay,i'll try. -nods-
i'm willing to do so.
For us,for 3kings, i'll do it.
Just be back,soon...
Monday, September 29
--------
Okay guys... 122 photos just for you!!!
Happy viewing ya?
Kaew,you gonna love the cameras here.
Anyway, we're bored on the car ride, so we start to snap snap snap.
After work is a time to relax, so we snap snap snap again.....
Okay guys... 122 photos just for you!!!
Happy viewing ya?
Kaew,you gonna love the cameras here.
Anyway, we're bored on the car ride, so we start to snap snap snap.
After work is a time to relax, so we snap snap snap again.....
Saturday, September 27
--------
It's saturday night. Should be a night out partying, but me and gerald are just staying at home watching vcds laughing our hearts out.
We're sick of the clubs,
the rate we're spending the money,
the music.
I need retro,
I need money,
I need the energy,
I need sleep.
I need tampons.
I need proper facial wash.
I need shades to keep away the dust on road.
I need sunblock. (Days on the road with the sun is not that good.)
I need Singapore Food.(esp chicken rice,the chicken rice here suck to the core.)
I need lesbians around me, or rather seeing one.
I need parties with them.
I need my community.
Now,
I miss the times when i opened the door,all i see are lesbians.
I miss the "hi-s" and the "how are you-s" when i'm at the les parties.
I miss the sight of seeing lesbians everywhere i go.
I miss getting drunk.( i simply just can't get drunk.)
I miss going into the ladies.
I miss you.
I miss the times we were bitching about how disgusting these lesbians are whenever we see them.
Well, i won't do this bitching again as long as you let me see just one butch here.
I promise.
Saw this active alike lesbian along this street yesterday while on cab. She doesn't look local. Anyway, i bet you guys can't imagine how happy and excited we were to see her. Really. Drake just wind down the window and shout " Hey dog!"
Had an adventure on the road today. This is the 2nd time i rode out to the Hell,the traffic. 1st time is when i pillion drake to a bookstore and that was when like i'm still shaky after a 10min ride around the neighbourhood without coming across any round about,cause that was the most dangerous part of all. Now, this 2nd time is all the long journey to town. Drake pillion ger and i rode one myself. It was all fine when it comes to the round about. The way they ride is really "anyhow". Nearly crash into bikes quite a few times,but manage to brake in time. Ger and drake kept turning their heads to see whether i'm fine,esp after those big and busy junctions where traffics lights are put there just for decorations. You just have to know when to go and slow,void one bike by one. End of the day, i'm just proud of myself.
- double smirks -
I'm tired of squeezing out all my masculity when i'm out, esp when going to the GENTS. We can't go to the ladies you know? This makes me wana drink lesser,alot lesser in fact,just to avoid going to the gents. When clubbing, i tend to have only 1 can of beer for the whole night. Totally no mood for to have more.
They close at 12am anyway. Those in town closes at 2am.
When will i see another me?
Whatever it is, i just need people like us.
It's saturday night. Should be a night out partying, but me and gerald are just staying at home watching vcds laughing our hearts out.
We're sick of the clubs,
the rate we're spending the money,
the music.
I need retro,
I need money,
I need the energy,
I need sleep.
I need tampons.
I need proper facial wash.
I need shades to keep away the dust on road.
I need sunblock. (Days on the road with the sun is not that good.)
I need Singapore Food.(esp chicken rice,the chicken rice here suck to the core.)
I need lesbians around me, or rather seeing one.
I need parties with them.
I need my community.
Now,
I miss the times when i opened the door,all i see are lesbians.
I miss the "hi-s" and the "how are you-s" when i'm at the les parties.
I miss the sight of seeing lesbians everywhere i go.
I miss getting drunk.( i simply just can't get drunk.)
I miss going into the ladies.
I miss you.
I miss the times we were bitching about how disgusting these lesbians are whenever we see them.
Well, i won't do this bitching again as long as you let me see just one butch here.
I promise.
Saw this active alike lesbian along this street yesterday while on cab. She doesn't look local. Anyway, i bet you guys can't imagine how happy and excited we were to see her. Really. Drake just wind down the window and shout " Hey dog!"
Had an adventure on the road today. This is the 2nd time i rode out to the Hell,the traffic. 1st time is when i pillion drake to a bookstore and that was when like i'm still shaky after a 10min ride around the neighbourhood without coming across any round about,cause that was the most dangerous part of all. Now, this 2nd time is all the long journey to town. Drake pillion ger and i rode one myself. It was all fine when it comes to the round about. The way they ride is really "anyhow". Nearly crash into bikes quite a few times,but manage to brake in time. Ger and drake kept turning their heads to see whether i'm fine,esp after those big and busy junctions where traffics lights are put there just for decorations. You just have to know when to go and slow,void one bike by one. End of the day, i'm just proud of myself.
- double smirks -
I'm tired of squeezing out all my masculity when i'm out, esp when going to the GENTS. We can't go to the ladies you know? This makes me wana drink lesser,alot lesser in fact,just to avoid going to the gents. When clubbing, i tend to have only 1 can of beer for the whole night. Totally no mood for to have more.
They close at 12am anyway. Those in town closes at 2am.
When will i see another me?
Whatever it is, i just need people like us.
Thursday, September 25
--------
Alright, the photos can be view now...I've fixed it.
Sorry people!!
Anyway,am feeling fresh out of the bathroom,smelling extremely nicEEE..!!
Had a bad day,unlucky one i must say.
It started off with very serious cramps,till i think i need the hospital.
Tortured me for almost an hour with unbearable pain.
Then it stained my bloody pants! One whole big patch can?!!
I pulled out my shirt in the hope to cover it and asked them to go right home.
It was raining... Heavily.
Took this london cab. Smoothly all the way till i fell asleep in pain.
Shortly,i woke up to this noises happening at the back seats. Was really shocked to see that the familiar roads that i used to see has became a river!!!! It's flooded. Real bad. it reaches the thigh. First time in 20 years i see this.
Everywhere you see is a river! Traffic is real slow,lots of stalled vehicles. people pushing their cars and motors. We even joked that if we go down and get a kayat,we'll be home faster... we had a good time discussing and worrying about the water coming in. There's this toyota car which,the headlights is almost submerge by the water. Thanked god we're on a london cab! It's really an eye opener...
Then comes the fear,the cab we're on,seems to cannot make it anymore... we prayed,hope it'll last till our house. But this driver just stopped us somewhere near our house and ask us to walked home. He doesn't wana drive us anymore. Guess he's afraid that his car will stall too.. So unwillingly,we took off our shoes,socks. Fold our pants to the so-call hip hop style, jumped off the cab and here we go in the rain! Am damn worried about my lap top being soaked k?
Then we were hestitating to take our first step into the dirty water. There might be snakes? Rats?(not that possible,but that's what kai is worrying off) and Glasses?i'm afraid i'll step on one. Whatever,we just stepped it in,not knowing how deep its gonna be. Lucky us,it's only to ankle and not thigh.
We walked and walked,passed by people who laughed at us like 3 idiots with their office wear,briefcases and shoes in our hands,walking bearfooted in the rain. At last,we reached. Feet were damn black and felt like just walked on the "massaging stones"....
No more FLOODS!!!!!! ARGGGHHHHH....!!!!!!!
Damn,Herstory Night tonight....
Alright, the photos can be view now...I've fixed it.
Sorry people!!
Anyway,am feeling fresh out of the bathroom,smelling extremely nicEEE..!!
Had a bad day,unlucky one i must say.
It started off with very serious cramps,till i think i need the hospital.
Tortured me for almost an hour with unbearable pain.
Then it stained my bloody pants! One whole big patch can?!!
I pulled out my shirt in the hope to cover it and asked them to go right home.
It was raining... Heavily.
Took this london cab. Smoothly all the way till i fell asleep in pain.
Shortly,i woke up to this noises happening at the back seats. Was really shocked to see that the familiar roads that i used to see has became a river!!!! It's flooded. Real bad. it reaches the thigh. First time in 20 years i see this.
Everywhere you see is a river! Traffic is real slow,lots of stalled vehicles. people pushing their cars and motors. We even joked that if we go down and get a kayat,we'll be home faster... we had a good time discussing and worrying about the water coming in. There's this toyota car which,the headlights is almost submerge by the water. Thanked god we're on a london cab! It's really an eye opener...
Then comes the fear,the cab we're on,seems to cannot make it anymore... we prayed,hope it'll last till our house. But this driver just stopped us somewhere near our house and ask us to walked home. He doesn't wana drive us anymore. Guess he's afraid that his car will stall too.. So unwillingly,we took off our shoes,socks. Fold our pants to the so-call hip hop style, jumped off the cab and here we go in the rain! Am damn worried about my lap top being soaked k?
Then we were hestitating to take our first step into the dirty water. There might be snakes? Rats?(not that possible,but that's what kai is worrying off) and Glasses?i'm afraid i'll step on one. Whatever,we just stepped it in,not knowing how deep its gonna be. Lucky us,it's only to ankle and not thigh.
We walked and walked,passed by people who laughed at us like 3 idiots with their office wear,briefcases and shoes in our hands,walking bearfooted in the rain. At last,we reached. Feet were damn black and felt like just walked on the "massaging stones"....
No more FLOODS!!!!!! ARGGGHHHHH....!!!!!!!
Damn,Herstory Night tonight....
Wednesday, September 24
Monday, September 22
Saturday, September 20
--------
Saturday morning....
Still got to work though. No half day,as usual till 5 or even later.
But able to dress abit more casually. Like polo Tees and pants?
Tmr is drake's birthday,might be going to the beach.
Yesterday morning is my first time riding the bike...Got hold of it at once.
Rode around and found out that i'm not use to the traffic...we travel on the right instead of left.
Then got myself to the big busy road,which scare the hell out of me.First is that i'm afraid i'll get lost.
So,i made an decision to make an illegal u-turn. And it turn out to be the more dangerous one,cause
i'm going against the traffic flow!! Manage to get back. Ger and kai was worried where i went. But i just travelled the whole area where we live.
It is the 3rd aircon that we had changed within a week.It kept breaking down...
Hope this one will last. Went saigon's house to stay overnight and it was damn tiring to climb up 5 storeys.
She's rich,her house has got 5 storeys.... Wow...
Oh,and i sat on kai's baby bro's urine...Suay.
Bringing Ah wu for ice-cream at swensen's tonight...
Saturday morning....
Still got to work though. No half day,as usual till 5 or even later.
But able to dress abit more casually. Like polo Tees and pants?
Tmr is drake's birthday,might be going to the beach.
Yesterday morning is my first time riding the bike...Got hold of it at once.
Rode around and found out that i'm not use to the traffic...we travel on the right instead of left.
Then got myself to the big busy road,which scare the hell out of me.First is that i'm afraid i'll get lost.
So,i made an decision to make an illegal u-turn. And it turn out to be the more dangerous one,cause
i'm going against the traffic flow!! Manage to get back. Ger and kai was worried where i went. But i just travelled the whole area where we live.
It is the 3rd aircon that we had changed within a week.It kept breaking down...
Hope this one will last. Went saigon's house to stay overnight and it was damn tiring to climb up 5 storeys.
She's rich,her house has got 5 storeys.... Wow...
Oh,and i sat on kai's baby bro's urine...Suay.
Bringing Ah wu for ice-cream at swensen's tonight...
Thursday, September 18
--------
Damn it... Down on luck tonight.
Lost my phone. Dropped it on the cab.
Shit! Wasted my 50 bucks for the sim card.
50 bucks can let me live for a week or more.
i lost the 8210. Though it's an old phone, i still love
it lots. Cause there's memories in it.
nevermind,i'll keep it in my mind.
people,please don't call the viet line anymore.
can still call my sg no. or my 2 bro hp.
Damn it... Down on luck tonight.
Lost my phone. Dropped it on the cab.
Shit! Wasted my 50 bucks for the sim card.
50 bucks can let me live for a week or more.
i lost the 8210. Though it's an old phone, i still love
it lots. Cause there's memories in it.
nevermind,i'll keep it in my mind.
people,please don't call the viet line anymore.
can still call my sg no. or my 2 bro hp.
Wednesday, September 17
--------
Stress start to keep coming in.....
Barrels of booze and dozen of ciggy is what i can relay on.
It is never easy to start.
I want to learn. I still do not know alot of things,but people just take it that i'm suppose to know and expects from me.
What?! I'm not a genius nor professor.
Daddy call to say he misses me.
Dad,i miss you too...
And you,you gonna wear that saigon dress for me right?
MISSING YOU...
Stress start to keep coming in.....
Barrels of booze and dozen of ciggy is what i can relay on.
It is never easy to start.
I want to learn. I still do not know alot of things,but people just take it that i'm suppose to know and expects from me.
What?! I'm not a genius nor professor.
Daddy call to say he misses me.
Dad,i miss you too...
And you,you gonna wear that saigon dress for me right?
MISSING YOU...
Sunday, September 14
--------
Finally able to blog. Had an afternoon shopping in town.
Booght quite alot of things....got a few snaps of our home.
will upload soon.We wore white singlets and boxers at home,
and we look like triplets walking around.hahaha.
Btw, i bought a bottle of brandy xo for only 2.6...
Yesterday,while i'm taking my nap,gerald went down to learn
to ride the bike. Hmmm,she banged into a tree. Later it's my turn.
Hope i'll do it well.Last night got approached by 2 groups of girls while
clubbing...hehehe.
Dinner later at 7. David is cooking crabs! Yum...
Work starts tmr. Gotto work hard. -nods-
gerald's cutting hair later and i'm going to the dentist for checkup.
Gonna be a busy tmr...girl,i miss you.
- A Will To Work Hard -
Finally able to blog. Had an afternoon shopping in town.
Booght quite alot of things....got a few snaps of our home.
will upload soon.We wore white singlets and boxers at home,
and we look like triplets walking around.hahaha.
Btw, i bought a bottle of brandy xo for only 2.6...
Yesterday,while i'm taking my nap,gerald went down to learn
to ride the bike. Hmmm,she banged into a tree. Later it's my turn.
Hope i'll do it well.Last night got approached by 2 groups of girls while
clubbing...hehehe.
Dinner later at 7. David is cooking crabs! Yum...
Work starts tmr. Gotto work hard. -nods-
gerald's cutting hair later and i'm going to the dentist for checkup.
Gonna be a busy tmr...girl,i miss you.
- A Will To Work Hard -
Friday, September 12
--------
Last Entry before i leave my house....
okay,i bought the inhalers,
decided to leave out the bank,
shopping later for my cover and cassettes,
half-packed my room and luggage,
taken pics of my ah gui and ah dai (but their fate still left undecide.)
given up the idea of writting a letter to dad.(i'll just say it to him.)
no need for softwares,
met all my friends,had fun with them,
fixed my phone myself. -smirks-
And lastly,i've got no.12 and 13 done too....!
Rights,shall go get ready.....
-Ready To Go-
Last Entry before i leave my house....
okay,i bought the inhalers,
decided to leave out the bank,
shopping later for my cover and cassettes,
half-packed my room and luggage,
taken pics of my ah gui and ah dai (but their fate still left undecide.)
given up the idea of writting a letter to dad.(i'll just say it to him.)
no need for softwares,
met all my friends,had fun with them,
fixed my phone myself. -smirks-
And lastly,i've got no.12 and 13 done too....!
Rights,shall go get ready.....
-Ready To Go-
Wednesday, September 10
--------
Hmmm... list of things to do before i leave.
1. inhalers
2. bank
3. a cover for my view cam
4. extra cassettes
5. pack my room
6. pack my luggage
7. take pictures of my ah gui and ah dai ( and leave their fates to my dad, to abandon or keep. )
8. write a letter to my dad
9. get new sofwares for my laptop
10.try to meet up with all my friends the last time
11.fix my old phone
12.make sure all my friends have my email add
13.tell all of them i'll miss THEM ! - muax -
hmmm,so many things to do but little time..wonder if i could handle it.
time to read my book.
- i'm for real -
Hmmm... list of things to do before i leave.
1. inhalers
2. bank
3. a cover for my view cam
4. extra cassettes
5. pack my room
6. pack my luggage
7. take pictures of my ah gui and ah dai ( and leave their fates to my dad, to abandon or keep. )
8. write a letter to my dad
9. get new sofwares for my laptop
10.try to meet up with all my friends the last time
11.fix my old phone
12.make sure all my friends have my email add
13.tell all of them i'll miss THEM ! - muax -
hmmm,so many things to do but little time..wonder if i could handle it.
time to read my book.
- i'm for real -
Tuesday, September 9
--------
Hope you really did find your happiness and the person really treat you that
good as you claimed. You really like him? or love? that's fast. Nevermind,
i know it's you, never did change at all. We are fast too, if you still remember. *winkz*
Solve your problems. It's not good in long term.
- 3 more days -
Hope you really did find your happiness and the person really treat you that
good as you claimed. You really like him? or love? that's fast. Nevermind,
i know it's you, never did change at all. We are fast too, if you still remember. *winkz*
Solve your problems. It's not good in long term.
- 3 more days -
--------
Not at all disgusted or look down on you. I knew it was gonna happen sooner.
Right from the start, i know you don't belong here. I remembered telling you this
few years back. Now you have grown up, you
know what you really want. Maybe i'm glad that we're long over. That i need
not go through this pain, but it still hurts a little *ouch*...... No, no, no...don't get it
wrong. i want you no more. I guess i just couldn't get used to it seeing you stepping
onto another path? Don't worry, i'm okay with it. People around me are going the same way
as you are, walk out and show everyone. It is then the normal way of life.
Please do take care, not all things are good for you. DOn't be naive and start
thinking about yourself. Get out of the hole! Always come to me when you need
help. I'm giving my best, do be appreciative.
- What's left is only memories -
Not at all disgusted or look down on you. I knew it was gonna happen sooner.
Right from the start, i know you don't belong here. I remembered telling you this
few years back. Now you have grown up, you
know what you really want. Maybe i'm glad that we're long over. That i need
not go through this pain, but it still hurts a little *ouch*...... No, no, no...don't get it
wrong. i want you no more. I guess i just couldn't get used to it seeing you stepping
onto another path? Don't worry, i'm okay with it. People around me are going the same way
as you are, walk out and show everyone. It is then the normal way of life.
Please do take care, not all things are good for you. DOn't be naive and start
thinking about yourself. Get out of the hole! Always come to me when you need
help. I'm giving my best, do be appreciative.
- What's left is only memories -
Monday, September 8
--------
MAREO: rare; uncommon
People of your personality type should visit:
www.life-blood.cjb.net
What would your Japanese name be? (male)
brought to you by Quizilla
MAREO: rare; uncommon
People of your personality type should visit:
www.life-blood.cjb.net
What would your Japanese name be? (male)
brought to you by Quizilla
--------
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
You have a mysterious kiss. Your partner never
knows what you're going to come up with next;
this creates great excitement and arousal never
knowing what to expect. And it's sure to end
in a kiss as great as your mystery.
What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla
--------
I've been a fool all this while, you're playing with me, round and round.
I trusted you, every single word,i'm taking it. But you let me down again.
I tell you all, no secrets. In return,i just hope to get true friendship.
No! i was wrong. LIES! is all i hear. If i didn't happen to see it, would you
hide from me forever?! It didn't felt good to be played with,really. Esp
it's done by you. You know i care alot, perhaps you're taking me for granted.
But,you sure do not know how to be a good friend and treat them right.
Nothing at all.
- No where left to fall,it's the bottom -
I've been a fool all this while, you're playing with me, round and round.
I trusted you, every single word,i'm taking it. But you let me down again.
I tell you all, no secrets. In return,i just hope to get true friendship.
No! i was wrong. LIES! is all i hear. If i didn't happen to see it, would you
hide from me forever?! It didn't felt good to be played with,really. Esp
it's done by you. You know i care alot, perhaps you're taking me for granted.
But,you sure do not know how to be a good friend and treat them right.
Nothing at all.
- No where left to fall,it's the bottom -
--------
Tiring night,or rather day?
Woke up early to meet up with sok han to get the food
for the steamboat.
Yup,we had steamboat for dinner at my house.
Liang,cs,gerald,sok han and ME! haha..
The feast starts at 8,and the fire didn't go off till it
was near 2... FULL!!! Bursting!
Used sok's poloroids to snap and snap snap snap.
They realised that actually this old camera is actually quite
fun to play with.
I know i'll miss you,so much that words can't describe.
You treat me as a king,you try to give me everything i want.
I know if i can,i'll not let you down...
- Exhausted -
Tiring night,or rather day?
Woke up early to meet up with sok han to get the food
for the steamboat.
Yup,we had steamboat for dinner at my house.
Liang,cs,gerald,sok han and ME! haha..
The feast starts at 8,and the fire didn't go off till it
was near 2... FULL!!! Bursting!
Used sok's poloroids to snap and snap snap snap.
They realised that actually this old camera is actually quite
fun to play with.
I know i'll miss you,so much that words can't describe.
You treat me as a king,you try to give me everything i want.
I know if i can,i'll not let you down...
- Exhausted -
Friday, September 5
--------
"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
Which 80's Song Fits You?
brought to you by Quizilla
"Sweet Dreams" (by Eurythmics)
Sweet dreams are made of this
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas
Everybody's looking for something
Some of them want to use you
Some of them want to get used by you
Some of them want to abuse you
Some of them want to be abused
Which 80's Song Fits You?
brought to you by Quizilla
--------
WHAT IS YOUR LOVE STYLE
Are you Giving or Taking?
You are Taking. In relationships you tend to be more of a taker than a giver. This does not refer specifically to money, but also to less tangible things like your time, your help and your emotional support. You'll be best-matched with someone who's opposite to you in this respect, so look for someone who's a Giver if you want a happy life. You're best matched with a Giver.
Are you Committed or Free?
You are Free. As a 'free' lover, you tend to prefer relationships that are open and unfettered. This can keep it fresh and exciting but there is always a danger that the bird might fly off one day and not come back. Given your preferences, you'll probably find yourself happiest with somebody who's like you in this respect - so try to settle down with someone else who's a free spirit. You're best matched with another Free person.
Are you a Boss or a Slave?
You are Boss. Your result indicates that you prefer to be the dominant partner in your relationship. The boss role in sex is often a reflection of this position in general life, but there are always exceptions. Some people who are tyrants in the office come home and submit totally to their partners. As a boss, you'll be happiest in a relationship with someone who is your opposite. Every boss needs a slave. You're best matched with a Slave.
Are you Quiet or Exciting?
You are Quiet. In general you tend to be a quieter, retiring, introvert personality and you'll do best with someone else who is similarly inclined. You could therefore share subdued interests such as reading or golf. You're best matched with another Quiet person.
Your Love Style is Taking - Free - Boss - Quiet.
You are likely to be most compatible with someone whose Love Style is Giving - Free - Slave - Quiet.
LOVE MONITOR HOME
WHAT IS YOUR LOVE STYLE
Are you Giving or Taking?
You are Taking. In relationships you tend to be more of a taker than a giver. This does not refer specifically to money, but also to less tangible things like your time, your help and your emotional support. You'll be best-matched with someone who's opposite to you in this respect, so look for someone who's a Giver if you want a happy life. You're best matched with a Giver.
Are you Committed or Free?
You are Free. As a 'free' lover, you tend to prefer relationships that are open and unfettered. This can keep it fresh and exciting but there is always a danger that the bird might fly off one day and not come back. Given your preferences, you'll probably find yourself happiest with somebody who's like you in this respect - so try to settle down with someone else who's a free spirit. You're best matched with another Free person.
Are you a Boss or a Slave?
You are Boss. Your result indicates that you prefer to be the dominant partner in your relationship. The boss role in sex is often a reflection of this position in general life, but there are always exceptions. Some people who are tyrants in the office come home and submit totally to their partners. As a boss, you'll be happiest in a relationship with someone who is your opposite. Every boss needs a slave. You're best matched with a Slave.
Are you Quiet or Exciting?
You are Quiet. In general you tend to be a quieter, retiring, introvert personality and you'll do best with someone else who is similarly inclined. You could therefore share subdued interests such as reading or golf. You're best matched with another Quiet person.
Your Love Style is Taking - Free - Boss - Quiet.
You are likely to be most compatible with someone whose Love Style is Giving - Free - Slave - Quiet.
LOVE MONITOR HOME
--------
"I expect to pass through this world but once;
any good thing therefore that I can do, or any
kindness that I can show to any fellow
creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or
neglect it, for I shall not pass this way
again."
Ettiene De Grellet
What Motivates You?
brought to you by Quizilla
"I expect to pass through this world but once;
any good thing therefore that I can do, or any
kindness that I can show to any fellow
creature, let me do it now; let me not defer or
neglect it, for I shall not pass this way
again."
Ettiene De Grellet
What Motivates You?
brought to you by Quizilla
--------
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
brought to you by Quizilla
"You must remember this, a kiss is still a
kiss". Your romance is Casablanca. A
classic story of love in trying times, chock
full of both cynicism and hope. You obviously
believe in true love, but you're also
constantly aware of practicality and societal
expectations. That's not always fun, but at
least it's realistic. Try not to let the Nazis
get you down too much.
What Romance Movie Best Represents Your Love Life?
brought to you by Quizilla
Wednesday, September 3
--------
What the hell, I'm just gonna blog as usual.
Found that people had nothing better to do.
But anyway,i appreciated the effort taken to hack into my blog.
-pats on your back-
Had fun last night at centro. Played this guessing game
and gerald got bullied by us! Hahaha...
Wanted to buy the lesbian flag so that we could hang
it outside our apartment. But forgot in the end. Gerald
suggest that we paint one ourselves. Shall we,drake?
Meeting tammie and von for dinner tonight. Later will be
at zouk for a mambo-ing night! Yeah!!!
- Hacked -
What the hell, I'm just gonna blog as usual.
Found that people had nothing better to do.
But anyway,i appreciated the effort taken to hack into my blog.
-pats on your back-
Had fun last night at centro. Played this guessing game
and gerald got bullied by us! Hahaha...
Wanted to buy the lesbian flag so that we could hang
it outside our apartment. But forgot in the end. Gerald
suggest that we paint one ourselves. Shall we,drake?
Meeting tammie and von for dinner tonight. Later will be
at zouk for a mambo-ing night! Yeah!!!
- Hacked -
